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"physics can't act on you if it doesn't know you're there"

“A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist
sees the opportunity in every difficulty.”
Sir Winston Churchill

that's for when you say i'm not being realistic

i love conor here
so so awkward, so cute. he reminds me of someone
i almost met him :(

i might be (probably) will be going to germany and france
(and switzerland and the czech republic and maybe some other places...) this summer for a psychology class. oh yes
angi's in frankfurt which is one of the places we'd go!
nnnnnnot sure about the money situation yet though. of course

the reason i haven't been putting pictures up in here is because i didn't want to catch up/put pictures all the way from spring break up.
i felt like i couldn't skip any periodz of time so i just didn't for the longest time
then my laptop got stolen and kind of eliminated that problem for me. SO OPTIMISTIC of me
actually i hated my life for all of my pictures getting stolen
it wasn't even my laptop
i just wante dmy pictures
and these still aren't all the pictures from my new laptop
look at my fbook if you want more
ik you do...

( tell me you missed me )

so far this is probably the worst mood that i've been in since i've moved here
i have some pictures on my facebook... but i haven't updated with pictures on here
for a long time
as i'm sure
you can tell

i don't even know what i'm doing wrong or what to think

lol, i can't be a college student.

especially not by bands that sound like playradioplay

ughhghhhh

people shouldn't cover bright eyes

wednesday, i'm leaving for five days
two days in kentucky and three in indiana for a family reunion
i don't have a job anymore so i don't know who is going to hire me for a month before i go to steven's point. jeez. maybe i will just take senior pictures, i made pretty much money off of that last year....
in my dream last night i got offered a job at land's end

pics or it didn't happen~
aka my ENTIRE summer thus far
sorry guys.
i'll do it some day soon
may..be.....

life isn't too bad!, no, it's not really. when i don't let myself think too much, jjust skim over subjects and not think that i can't, then it's okay! it's good, great. maybe i'm still thinkin a lot but not on the wrong thing. let's not be too literal or analytical. take it for what it is. i know what i want tattoos of. tattoos for me are going to be little things and philosophies that i have of the time. i will never regret them because the point of them will be for me to remember exactly what i was thinking at that time. i like that better than maybe something you will always like. i hope to always like them but more they will just be reminders. i like that idea and maybe it is extreme to get something tattooed on my body that i will not forever love but who knows what they will love forever anyway!

yesterday i took a nap from 7pm-11pm
i stayed up all night and went on a drive around 5am
i decided i really like the early morning and no one being around
anywhere
on the radio i heard about metric coming to the rave on august 18th
there is no way i'm missing it.
i came home and fell asleep at 9am
i woke up at 2pm to michael jackson's funeral on TV
now i'm listening to dirty diana and wanting hillary or kim to pick up their phone
and to go to sonic

Today, my office became really dark because of a passing cloud. For a second, I thought it might be the Apocalypse. Then, the cloud passed, and I went back on Facebook. MLIA

Today, I was stuck in traffic on the 101 for two hours. The girl in the car next to me was blasting pop music and singing along. I looked at her with disdain. She pretended not to notice me. MLIA


Today, I told a worker at the mall that I was "just browsing". I was looking for a certain shirt but did not want her help. MLIA.


Today, I made fun of a friend over the computer for not knowing what a word meant. I knew what the word meant, but I looked it up just to make sure I was right. MLIA.


Today, I was at a stoplight in between two other cars. When the light turned green, I accelerated faster than both of them. I felt like a winner. MLIA.


Today, I found juice that expired on my birthday. I bought it because it made me feel special. MLIA.


Today, after I pushed my floor in the elevator, I saw a lady running to catch it too. I pretended I was hitting "doors open" to hold it for her, but really I was hitting "doors close". She didn't make it. MLIA.


Today, I glanced at a spot in the paint on my bathroom wall, thinking it was a spider. I look at it every day, it's never a spider. MLIA.




lmfao cuz they're all so true
...everyday
........."my life is average"
btw i have conor oberst's guitar pick that he touched with his very own hands~

please tell me the coolest/weirdest/'craziest' dream you've ever had
people keep saying that they had a weird one last night
i wanna know

i had a lucid dream two night ago, it was cool
well more like my favorite thing in the world
at steven's point they don't even have a consciousness class anymore
(i thought there was)
which means there are no psyche classes that even ~touch~ on dreams
WTF
this means i am transferring sometime or going to a psyche school after uwsp. the end.

i need to spend all my graduation money on developing pictures



for real so much film
i'm behind on so many pictures in here
my 20d died so i have to fix it
soon maybe
i had to get my lens fixed but at least that was free
this summer isn't how i want it to be
c'mon now

tomorrow is my last day of high school forever..................

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i wish i'd went to space camp when i was 10 or something

can i still go?